what does one do?

So in the past couple of weeks my husband and I have had some discussions. In the last blog that Stephen posted about peace it was brought to my attention once again. What does one do in the many different life situations without Jesus? I understand that some people believe in different religions, but sometimes I just can't help but feel as though without Jesus there is NO WAY I'd have true peace. Even in the worst of circumstances, I have something to rely on that is not myself. Some would criticize this thought process as being defeating and powerless. I am willing to be criticized. I know and I am very happy with the fact that I CANNOT make it on my own. I find great comfort knowing that the Almighty Creator God, my Aslan, of this universe is on my side - and not just on my side, but cheering, pushing, encouraging, challenging, and sometimes most importantly - waiting - for me. I feel His peace, even now as I type this and I have had yet another crazy week.

My husband's grandfather is currently on life support and probably going to be taken off in the next 24 hours. As sad as this is, the last time we visited it was so clear that he was just a shell of what used to be a vibrant human life. I take such peace knowing that this man who dedicated his hand to the hard work and sweat of his brow for his entire life is about to be wrapped up in the loving arms of Jesus.

So here I am again, just wondering, what would I do without Him? No assurance, no peace, no joy... it is hard for me to even imagine. As the Lord once showed my husband, I feel as though the world would become a desperately gray, barren, depressing place. I'm so thankful I know and believe... I want others to know this peace. Comment please - I'd love to hear your thoughts on this one...